You are the one.. I never had‏

I don't know where I found you from,

I don't know what I liked;

I let you in my thoughts,

I let you in my mind.

And all of a sudden you became the most important person,

to share my every little achievement with,

to be the bravest in front of,

to be the happiest with.

I always keep it to myself,

as that's how I want it to be;

To me these thoughts belong to,

In my world I let you spree.

Do I want you to know all this? I doubt,

I fear... what if you pull yourself out,

What if you take away what's mine,

Along with your thoughts, where my heart resides.

I rather not have you.. but can never let you go of my mind,

As it is not you who I own, but your feel.. the sensation that you have left behind.

My world of imagination revolves around you,

And it is dearest to me;

I know it would not be disappointing,

As much as you could be.

Your ignorance towards my fantasies, 

And towards all my secret wishes,

Will never put me down, has never made me feel bad,

You are not obliged, you are not, I understand,

In fact, you are just the one.. I never had.